Sad day for Estonia

It was again one sad weekend in Estonia. Four young people died on our most deadly road. Two of them were young active Christians whos 1 has been really dedicated blogreader. My dear sister in Christ, Liis Kohv.

It is so weird to read her alive comments on my estonian blog when I am knowing that actually she is dead.

They were participating Tartu Kolgata camp and then drove to one evangelistic event in Tallinn. But on the way they crashed to another car and 4 people died. Other went to hospital with shock and back-operation. Man, it is sad!

I know Liisi is close to God, but when I look all the comments on our newspapers articles... then I see lot of anger that is rooted in Estonians. Lot of people are angry in traffic, and release right now their stress in the comments. Hundreds and hundreds.

Our country desparately needs forgiveness. We need more people like Liis.

Cosmos family

For God so loved the world (Cosmos) that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Well. Me, Greta and Wilma are imago Dejs. I am bloody moon (representing end-times), Greta is sun (that is rising every day) and Wilma is just a black hole (where everything goes).

We had a first church camp. Thank you NorthPoint Community Church for partnering with us. Especially you, Rod! And my best greetings to the leadership of Risttee, for making that 3 days happen.

Cosmos loves God as well. At least we do.

I pay to work

Those people who like economy and diagnostics have thought that this year my dear nation will have around 9% of lack of work. Last year it was 5,5%. It is rather bad situation.

Now, I am different. I give money to work. Every Monday is a 10hour work-day for me. We pay 1200 crowns a month so I could leave the home and child and have meetings or computer-time.

I do love my job, but till May I have promised to be a father at home. And it has been a great mind-game for me... how you stop thinking of work during night-time? How you watch into your wife eyes and slowly eat if you know that there are about 100 emails in debt, 10 meetings not had and tons of people not saved? (AND no Newsletter sent to you!)

Its very easy to become bitter.

But it is also possible to tell all bitter things to God, even with a bitter voice. He seems to respect that. So I did and told: if His kingdom falls apart here in Estonia, its his problem, not mine. I take care of things I can. And family is one of the few...